#steferine one shot

[vampirrediaries]

Redemption : StefanxKatherine Smut {Rated R!}

Warnings: this consists of pure steferine filthy goodness inspired by that one scene ;) if you don’t like descriptive smut, don’t read!

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“To be honest, I never know what you’re doing Katherine”

The girl looked at him from underneath her lashes, a faint smirk playing upon her painted lips. After they’d spent hours trying to get rid of Stefan Salvatore’s PTSD that afternoon, the pair of them were truly exhausted in the best sense of the word.

He looked beautiful, she thought, skin washed in the pale gold of the fireplace where they’d burned the remains of a chair that had been broken by him.

“Sometimes I don’t either” She approached him in small steps. His eyes were blazing with something a little more than appreciation for her help as he stared into her own, and the thought made her shiver. They were darkened.

“Like right now”

He felt hot, mixed emotions coursing through both of their veins as it blurred into a whole different thing entirely, and she could feel the tension as his eyes clouded with lust. It was quite maddening.

Katherine went in for the kill.

She kissed him softly, at first. Her soft lips molded with his like matching puzzle pieces as she tested the waters of this rekindled flame.

His expression swam with many emotions when she’d slowly pulled back. Confusion, Lust, Desire.

Katherine couldn’t stop to contemplate her decision’s, because Stefan had already pulled her back towards him and started kissing her like it was the last thing he’d ever do.

His tongue danced in her mouth, savouring the taste that was slowly intoxicating him. She tasted sweet, his hands intertwined in her curls and hips pulled towards him.

Katherine could feel herself getting wetter by the minute as his hardened cock grinded against her thigh. She moaned in his mouth..

“You’re so fucking pretty” Stefan whispered gently as he guided her to the bed. “Are you sure you want to do this?”

Katherine smiled. He was always the gentleman.

“Yes, but I don’t want gentle,” The girl smiled wickedly. “I want you to fuck me. Hard”

Stefan’s expression darkened infinitely. He loved a girl who knew what she’d wanted, and Katherine wanted just what he did.

The sweetness of his usual character was gone as he threw her against the bed, ripping her shirt apart down the middle as her hands were helplessly pinned up. The girl struggled against his grip, but he was insatiable to see her helplessly confined between his hands.

“Tell me what you want, Katherine” He whispered darkly, using his free hand to wrap around her neck. The tension was thick in the air, Katherine’s perfume lingered in between the two.

He was insatiable.

“I want you to take me,” Katherine whispered underneath her heavy breath. “All of me.”

That is all that Stefan Salvatore needed to hear, before he ripped Katherine’s jeans until they were nothing but shredded pieces of fabric on the floor. Her lacy black underwear making his eyes darken with lust.

Katherine could not have imagined this outcome in her wildest dreams. Her Stefan, the man she had truly loved in her 500 years of existence, finally hers.

It was blurry, the bliss she felt, clouded with dirty thoughts and lust. She was ready more now than ever.

Stefan ripped the lace clean off with his teeth, kissing every inch of her soft inner thighs. He felt the all-so familiar feeling of his eyes darkening with bloodlust. Katherine knew what was coming all too well.

She begged him for it.

“Fuck, please” She moaned. “Please feed on me”

Stefan gladly obliged, sinking his teeth into Katherine’s tender inner thighs. It was the softest skin he had ever bitten into, heaven when her blood rushed into his mouth, his cock hardening with every second of bliss.

The brunette vampire had enough, however, as her wetness dripped down her legs.

“I need you,” Her words dripped with pleasure. “I want you to fuck me”

Stefan Salvatore was more than pleased to oblige with her request.

He roughly shoved his cock inside of her wetness, sloppy movements driving the girl crazy. He never felt more alive, her walls pushing against his throbbing cock.

He could do this forever.

Katherine screamed with pleasure, the bed vibrating with the strength the pair possessed above it. She had felt the bed farm slightly crack, but she could not care less as Stefan roughly fucked her into bliss.

“Fuck,” The brunette moaned “Fuck me from behind.”

Immediately, Stefan tossed her on her front. Putting her ass up, face down in the feathers of the pillows.

He fucked her like it was the last thing he would ever do, his cock sliding in and out until it was wet with her juices. She smelled divine.

“Fuck, daddy” Katherine’s filthy words came out like pure sex. “I love that cock inside of me,”

Stefan moaned.

“Yeah?” He spanked her, until her ass with red with delight. “You like this cock pounding you, huh?”

Katherine screamed in response. She was seeing stars as she felt close to her bliss.

“Ugh, I’m gonna cum” She squeaked out.

“Cum while I’m fucking you, Katherine” Stefan breathed out.

He kept his sloppy movement in and out of the vampire, her pussy tightening with the climax she craved most. His cock felt like the heaven Katherine dreamed of for a long time, but never knew she would reach.

This felt close, as she screamed into the pillows. She felt Stefan’s cum inside of her throbbing walls, as the pair saw stars.

She knew there was no going back, as they collapsed on each other after the deed was done.

She knew he was her’s, forever and always.

[vampnerd23]

Fanfic/WIP list

I had this on my last blog, and it had a super long introduction, but since that blog is gone....this will probably be short. I was just glad I had the list on a google doc. Some fics are started, some are not. Some fics are already posted, some are not. A choice few are finished, but most of them are not. Links to come later as I get time. For now, here's my archive of our own link and my fanfiction.net link.... List is below the 'keep reading line' for convenience.

Agents of SHIELD

Untitled Daisy/Sousa post s7 drabble

The Flash

Snowbarry

Untitled seasons 1-6 AU w/ original child

Snowbarry Week 2019

Unravel Me

Our Souls They Blend

But We Still, Hold On

Some Dumb Stubborn Martyr Hero Sacrifice Thing

SB Valentine 2020 - We’ll Be Counting Stars

SB Week 2021

Your Faith Walks on Broken Glass

SB April Minibang 2020 - Sat by the River and It Made Me Complete

SB April Minibang 2021 - The Hardest Part of Ending (Is Starting Again)

SB April Minibang 2022 - Tiny Boxes For Memories

SB April Minibang 2023 - Still Believe in Fairytales

Untitled Season 2 WIP

Snowstorm

A Promise Made

Snowells

Snowells Week 2020

Open Mind For A Different View

For Your Love, All You Are

I’ll Take You To The Dark Side

Keeping Up With The Wells’s 

The Stars in the Sky Illuminate Below

Want You To Stay

Snowells Week 2021

how can I stand here with you (and not be moved by you)?

You should stay away from the cheese curds - they’re addicting

Days Dark as Ebony Nights

Snowells Week 2023

Things We’re All Too Young To Know 

Untitled Sherloque/Cailtin season 5 WIP

Untitled Harry/Caitlin season 4 WIP

Untitled EoWells/Caitlin season1/season5 timetravel WIP

Killervibe

Killervibe Week 2020 - Celebrate Me Home

Arrowverse Quarantine Fic Exchange - Yes It’s True (Happy to Be Stuck With You)

Gen/Character Fics

Between the Lines - Caitlin and Frost season 6 conversation

Arrow

Olicity

Caught in the Riptide

In this Grief

Once Upon A Time

Amelia

Outlaw Queen

OQ Prompt Weeks:

Yours, Mine, & Ours

Home Sweet Home

A Glimmer of Hope

A New Beginning

Rose Petals

Leap of Faith

Operation Lupin

Fireworks

Shot Through the Heart

Operation New Adventure

Knight in Shining Dimples

OQ Fix It Week 2017:

Feather Light

Family Reunion

Of Arrows and other Remnants

Tea for Milady

A Bond in Time

The Heart of the Matter

Safe & Sound

Right Here With You

Vampire Diaries/The Originals

Delena

So Far Away

On the Corner of First and Amistad

Tell Me What You Want Me To Say

Holding On And Letting Go

Untitled season 1 Delena/Steferine WIP

Untitled season 4 DE WIP

Untitled AU DE WIP

Soul Bound

On Another Love

What Are You Prepared To Do

Rebuilding Blocks - single parent/therapist AU

Bonds Unbroken

Future AU

August Rush AU

Blended AU

Cure AU

Friends with kids AU

Family AU

Untitled future season 4 AU

The Devil Inside AU

Life as We Know It AU

Untitled season 1 warped WIP

Stelena

Where’d You Go

Fading Light

Need You Now

Datherine

Back to Humanity

Elejah

Apart No More

Steroline

Steferine

Lights Will Guide You Home

Together Again - season 1 reincarnation 

Kalijah

TVD Season 4 AU

Only For Her

Starting Over

Together in Normalcy

Unexpected

Diabolical Sacrifices

Untitled Klaroline/Kalijah in NOLA WIP

Klayley

Untitled WIP

Darkness I Became

Haylijah

Untitled AU

Hayley/Stefan

Spiraling Out of Control

Untitled AU

Gen/Character/multicouple works

Miss Mastermind - Katherine fic

Raising Jenna - Raising Helen AU 

TVD/Originals foster fic - Katherine was Hayley’s foster parent

Katherine season 2 fic

Charmed

Buffy the Vampire Slayer/Angel

Bangel

Always

Divine Interference

Uncursed

Annie

Waking Up

Redemption Fulfilled

Spuffy

Untitled season 5/6 WIP

Gilmore Girls

One Tree Hill

Naley

Once Upon a December

Leyton

Remembering Forever

Fringe

Untitled Polivia WIP

Crossovers

TVD Katherine Pierce/The Flash Killer Frost WIP

TVD Katherine Pierce/Angel Angel - Wait For You

TVD/Charmed WIP - Prophecy Girls

Buffyverse Spike/ One Tree Hill Brooke - 

Original works

TVD Fanfic conversion to original short story

Original guardian angels novel

[zalrb]

Damn it Zal!!!! Now I want a Steferine one shot with the stilettos 😭😭😭

LMAO

[thememoriesofaqueen]

Goodbye

Summary: This story is set in 5x11 shortly before Katherine dies. Stefan and Elijah come and say goodbye to her. One-Shot. Pairings: Steferine & Kalijah  Word Count:  3.868 TW: Death

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A/N: This was written out of a mood because I felt like writing angst. Hope you like it. Stefan is giving Katherine the dream he also has given her in the show in 5x11. Please leave feedback if you liked it and my work because feedback keeps me motivated ♥

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Katherine's breath was labored, her fingers and closed eyes twitched weakly as she was captured in partly dark dreams. Stefan had made her last days as comfortable as possible, but he couldn't do anything about the dreams and memories that occupied her mind.

It is strange, the thought, that dying is such a long process. She kinda expected that it's over rather quickly. One moment she's alive, the next she's dead. Perhaps it would have been better if they hadn't taken her to the hospital after her heart attack. She really can't remember much about that moment. She remembered talking to her daughter Nadia over the phone and then she remembered pain. She remembered the severe pain behind her sternum that radiated into her left arm and she remembered the tightness in her chest before the room turned upside down and everything went black.

Perhaps letting her die at that point would have been merci, at least her dreams back then were filled with fond memories. Memories of her pregnancy with Nadia, memories of how excited she was when labor finally started. Then she remembered Stefan and the first time she had laid her eyes on him.

Those dreams (or rather memories) had been pleasant. They kept her calm and warm. They were about the people she cared most about at the moment, about the people that loved her.

Those dreams always felt like a different reality, a chance of happiness. Nadia's birth. Meeting Stefan for the first time. They gave her peace. Perhaps they were also the reason why she kept going and fighting because the foolish part of her believed that she could still have a chance of that happiness, no matter how critical her situation is.

Hope, they call it.

And hope can be strong, can keep one going on, no matter how hard it is. It's so different from the reasons why she managed to survive for so long. She did it out of spite, she did it because she wanted to choose her own destiny. She also did it because she was scared of what is going to happen if she didn't do it. She was scared of death and the aftermath -- but having an immortal life thankfully did not pose this question. Until now.

To be fair, perhaps hope is not the only thing that kept her going right now, that made her hold on to dear life so desperately. Katherine Pierce is afraid of death, not knowing what comes afterward. She knew she's going to pass over to the Other Side where she's doomed to watch the world for all eternity without being noticed. Without anyone being capable of hearing her. Finding peace is the only option to be free from that torment.

But is she going to find peace?

Based on her rather dark and scary dreams she doubted it.

Malicious tongues say that it is deserved. That she deserves the torment and the pain. And perhaps she did. However, her bad deeds weren't the things that occupied her mind every hour, no matter if awake or asleep.

It was guilt.

Guilt of what had happened to her daughter, guilt of not being capable to do right when she got a second chance to be with her. She felt guilty that she wasn't capable of overcoming her fear of being a disappointment and a burden for her daughter. Katherine knew she was dying, although she didn't expect it to be so soon, and pushed her away because of it. She felt guilty for not being capable of accepting Nadia's attempts of bonding with her. She wanted to spare her the pain of losing her if she got too attached to her.

She also felt guilty for not having been able to find out about Nadia's survival earlier. She had believed her daughter to be dead after she couldn't find her in 1498 but how could it have slipped her attention that she was searching for her? Yes, there had been many people that were looking for her but shouldn't she have been able to feel it that her daughter is out there? Shouldn't a mother be able to feel that her child is still alive?

Perhaps it's unnecessary to ask those questions but Katherine wished she would have had more time. More time to get to know her daughter. More time to show her that she loved her.

And then there's also the other guilt: The deeply imprinted memories of her family. The blame she carried with her for half a millennium.

Somehow, her dying, slow mind kept spiraling back to that fatal day in 1492 when she found her murdered family. Her papa, her mama. Her younger sister. All dead because of her, killed in the cruelest way just to set an example.

It was her fault, her fault alone.

She killed them. She did it.

She murdered them. She had signed their death warrant.

A painful gasp left Katherine's slightly opened lips and her petite body cramped.

She didn't really feel the wet washcloth that softly swept over her forehead, trying to cool her down a bit. A part of Katherine knew it was Stefan that stayed by her side and continued to try making it as comfortable for her as possible.

She didn't really feel the wet washcloth that softly swept over her forehead, trying to cool her down a bit. A part of Katherine knew it was Stefan that stayed by her side and continued to try making it as comfortable for her as possible.

She wished she could open her eyes and see him. Insure herself that he's really here, with her. That she's not alone. The dreams are bad but it's even scarier to be all alone in the dark.

»No one's coming to say goodbye, Katherine. Because no one cares.« Damon's words echoed through her mind and she tensed again. No one cares. No one cares, about you, Katherine. You're alone and hated. No one wants you. You don't deserve to be loved.

You don't deserve to be loved.

You're going to die all alone.

Another gasp left her lips and she coughed before she felt that she's slowly emerging from the depths of her consciousness.

"Hey, hey. It's alright, Katherine. I'm here."

Stefan's green hues appeared in her blurry vision and she blinked a few times, hoping to get a clear vision of him.

"You're still here...." her words were slurry and she had to fight to even get them out of her mouth.

Stefan seemed to notice it and grabbed the glass of water on the nightside to over it to her. However, Katherine was already too weakened to reach for it. With a sigh and an empathic expression on his face, he carefully raised it to her lips and let a few drops run into her mouth. It helped against the scratching in her throat and she thanked him for it.

"I'm glad you're ... you're here. Please don't ... don't .... Damon."

"Damon won't set a foot into this room anymore," Stefan looked guilty and angry at the same time. "I'm sorry for what he has done to you. He's ... searching for a scapegoat. Said he needed an outlet. It was wrong and I wish I could undo it."

"It's not your fault, Stefan... " she tried to offer him a smile but it's probably only a faded glow of what it used to be. It costed too much power - power she didn't have anymore.

Stefan sat down at her bedside and took his hand into hers, his thumb slowly and carefully brushing over the back of her hand.

"I wanted to say ... I'm sorry too." his gaze studied the brunette's feature carefully. "I always denied that I ever loved you. It's a lie, Katherine, I know you never compelled it. It was real back then and I believe ... I believe that a part of it is still there."

Katherine closed her eyes at his confession, focusing on the warmth of his hands on hers.

There it was again: The hope she had been feeling. She knew it was too late, that they don't have the time anymore. But knowing that she is loved by him did mean something to her. It added value to the last couple of days because now she knew he hadn't helped her out of pity.

He truly cared about her.

It's a cruel twist of fate that it's too late now. That they never stood a chance. That she'll never find out if they could have been something.

It saddened her and yet it warmed her heart at the same time.

"...Nadia?" she managed to ask, feeling it hard to open her eyes again.

"She left"

"Good. I don't ... shouldn't see me die. 's her turn to live... I made ... selfish decisions all my life. It's ... the right thing. I love her... I want her to be ... to be safe. Tell ... Tell her that." It may not seem nice that she pushed Nadia away and perhaps it seemed selfish of her for not wanting to live. But jumping inside her daughter's body was never an option she would even consider. She wished for her daughter to live her life, free from guilt. Free from her and what it means to have her in her life. She could be free and independent. Katherine's thankful that Nadia didn't stay to watch her wither away. It's not something a child should see.

"I will, Katherine", Stefan caressed the back of her hand again and offered her an assuring smile, letting her know that he'll let her know.

It's a tragedy of life that they only had so little time left and never really got to know each other. Stefan might not agree with the way Katherine is handling the situation, but he respected her wish, especially if it eased her mind.

It's hard to see how she tormented herself in her last moments and Stefan could tell that it was indeed her last moments. The doctors in the hospital already told him that every single organ of her body is failing and she won't make it another day. And yet Katherine fought. He sensed that she fought although he has no idea what it was on what she's holding on to. However, Stefan also noticed that it gets harder for her with each moment. He could hear that her heart has dropouts, that her pulse and breathing are weak. And he could see that she's in pain by the way her body is cramping and tensing.

It's hard to see how she tormented herself in her last moments and Stefan could tell that it was indeed her last moments. The doctors in the hospital already told him that every single organ of her body is failing and she won't make it another day. And yet Katherine fought. He sensed that she fought although he has no idea what it was on what she's holding on to. However, Stefan also noticed that it gets harder for her with each moment. He could hear that her heart has dropouts, that her pulse and breathing are weak. And he could see that she's in pain by the way her body is cramping and tensing.

Katherine breathed a 'Thank you'.

"You need another syringe..." he told her, wanting to numb her suffering.

"No... Stef ... scared of the memories."

Stefan frowned, having already assumed that it's not only the physical pain that's tormenting her.

"I'm going to help you with it, Katherine. Close your eyes."

"But I want to see you...."

"You will," Stefan promised her and watched how the corners of her lips tilted upwards for a short second before her eyes closed slowly as he injected her carefully with the drugs from the hospital.

After Stefan gave Katherine's nightmare and memories a happy ending and therefore making sure she feels at peace, he slowly withdrew from her mind and looked at her now relaxed figure.

Memories flashed through his mind as he re-lived the moments with her. Her enchanting beauty, her perfect olive skin, her contagious laugh. She always knew how to have a good time. And no matter what one should think of her and her doings, but she was smart. She always found a loophole, a way out. Until now. It saddened him to know that not even someone like her lasts forever.

"I hope you find peace" he mumbled and softly pressed her hand that was still in his. He knew that she won't wake up again with these drugs in her system. Taking another look to watch her calm features, Stefan leaned forward and planted a kiss on her forehead.

"Goodbye, Katherine."

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Chapter 2:

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Up to this moment, after she suffered the heart attack that initiated the process of dying, Katherine believed that death was hard and painful. However, after Stefan injected her with another, the final, syringe and gave her that beautiful dream, it felt so easy. Her mind floated and found comfort in the dream she so wished had been the reality.

Suddenly, however, Katherine found herself in the living room of the Salvatore Boarding House. She has no idea how she got there and she looked around hastily, seeing the bunch of idiots who celebrated her death.

"Katherine...."

Her gaze immediately swept to Bonnie who apparently was capable of seeing her while the others don't. Apparently, the whole anchor thing really has worked.

"Ding dong. Does that mean the witch is dead?"

Katherine turned her head to stare at Damon who had a stupid grin on his face. However, it couldn't convince her that he indeed did have a good time. No, it rather was a pitiful attempt to convince himself that he was fine although everyone knew that he was dissatisfied with himself.

So that's it... it happened.

She knew what she theoretically should do, yet she couldn't. She couldn't do the final step.

Katherine looked around in panic, shaking her head while Bonnie stared at her in confusion.

"No. Uh-uh. It's too soon. I can't!"

From the corners of her eyes, she saw a shadow entering the room. She noticed how everyone's heads snapped wide-eyed in that direction but Katherine couldn't figure out who or what it was. Instead, everything went black again.

This kind of darkness was a different one.

It wasn't scary, it wasn't painful. Everything appeared to be ... dulled. Wrapped in cotton. It felt like she was ... without a body. Weightless. She felt strangely disconnected as if her spirit is floating in some kind of intermediate plane.

She hasn't passed over on the Other Side, has she? She can't remember. But while she was floating in some kind of strange atmosphere, she also felt oddly connected to something, to another realm. Something that felt so familiar. It reminded her of an astronaut that floated in space but still had a safety line to protect him.

Eventually, Katherine felt a light pressure. A warmth.

She couldn't recognize it, couldn't tell where it came from. But it gave her a good feeling and she focused on that.

Again she had the feeling as if she's emerging from something, only that this time, it was deeper and more infinite than before. As if she's diving through different layers of different spaces.

Suddenly, Katherine's eyes snapped open and she took in a shallow breath that rattled in her lungs, eyes darting around in panic and confusion without seeing anything.

"Katerina..." she heard a surprised voice whisper from far, far away although Elijah was directly in front of her, his forehead leaned against hers, his hands cupping her cheeks.

"Elijah..." she whispered groggily, recognizing his voice. She blinked a few times to see better, although her vision was still blurry.

"I thought I came too late ... your heart ... your heart stopped beating."

She stared into his teary face, relief but also worry clearly written over his expression.

"You're here..." she whispered weakly and tried to muster a smile. The attempt alone exhausted her endlessly.

"I am, Katerina, and I won't leave," he told her in a soft tone and tried to swallow down his grief. The Original had cradled her lifeless body in his arms but now he gently rested her head back into the pillows, careful to not hurt her. She seemed terribly fragile and although Elijah refused to believe it, he knew they didn't have much time left for he knew that her heart has indeed stopped before. It probably is going to remain a secret how she had managed to come back but he knew that their time is limited. Although he wished there would be more that he could do, that there would be something he could to do help her.

"Sorry ... you've ... see me like that," she muttered and mentioned something with 'wrinkles'. The corners of his mouth twitched and he tucked a lost curl of once so shiny hair behind her ear.

"I assure you, you're the most beautiful woman I've seen. You'll always remain an exquisite beauty, Katerina," he confessed, knowing how vain she was. And it's the truth, although her hair was dull and with a touch of grey, although her skin was pale and worrying transparent she still was a beauty.

There were so many unspoken questions he wanted to ask her. So many things he needed to know. What has happened? Why hasn't she reached out to him? What could have been done? Could he have saved her if he returned to her any time sooner? Could her fate have been changed if he never left? ...

Stefan had told him that she won't wake up anymore, that her body has grown too weak, and that she won't feel any pain. Everything spoke against her waking up again but yet she did for some reason. Elijah is aware that the younger Salvatore told him the truth. He could see it himself, see that she was already far, far away although she reacted to his presence and his words. Her beautiful chocolate brown orbs lacked their usual spark, even they appeared dim. Nonetheless, he could see in those once so shiny eyes her relief, her happiness that sparked an even deeper love for her.

"I shouldn't have left you, Katerina," he whispered; regret swinging in his tone. Perhaps if he hadn't been too afraid of Klaus' threats and his ability to turn them into reality rather quickly, this could have been prevented.

"And I love you, Katerina. No matter what." his voice was still low as he caressed her beautiful face. "Love is so incredibly rare but know this: I have found it with you. I'm sorry I couldn't protect you. All I wanted was your safety," his voice broke as he uttered those words

"You ... love ... me?"

It pained him to hear how much she struggled to utter her question but he nodded, his thumb carefully caressing her cheek.

"Yes, I do, Katerina. Yes, I do. And I beg your pardon if it didn't seem like that." It is a regret he's going to carry it with him forever and he didn't expect her to accept his apology. It was his fault for how they parted. And it was also his fault that he hasn't found the right words and letting her know that their separation has nothing to do with his feelings.

"I forgive you, 'lijah" her words were strangely clear, and in her eyes sparked something that hadn't been there before.

He took in a deep breath, wishing that this conversation could be held in a different situation, wishing it wouldn't be a goodbye.

"I ... love you ... too. You just .... you just found me in the wrong universe," Katherine uttered, tears dwelling in her eyes. Now she knew what it had been that had prevented her from passing over to the Other Side. Unconsciously, she had waited, had hoped, for Elijah to return. Had hoped that she does matter to him. That he still cares and loves her.

He was the string that kept her connected to this world and she so desperately tried to hold on, although that string grew thinner and thinner.

"My blood ... perhaps it saves you" he offered, already uncuffing his shirt to bare his wrist. Katherine, however, only let out a sob.

"'s too late. Pl-please stay?"

Elijah let his hand fall into his lap and bit down on her lower lip as his last desperate attempt to save her was not accepted, making it clear that he's going to lose her in the next minutes. His confession of loving her has revived her for a moment but the energy quickly faded away.

"Of course, I will," Elijah's voice trembled and he had to fight the tears, not wanting to make it harder for her. The Original carefully moved up to her and pulled her even more carefully towards him, his arms loosely wrapped around her petite frame.

He wasn't ready to let go, wasn't ready to say goodbye to her. But he could see that she and her body grew tired, although she fought it.

For a long moment, Katherine's eyes rested on him before they fluttered close.

"Tell me ... something," she requested, trying to hold on as long as possible although she grew groggy and everything went blurry.

Elijah swallowed and thought of something fitting... of something that gave her peace.

"I knew you liked the rose gardens in England. I often watched you admiring all those flowers and blossoms like it's something you've never seen before. You could spend hours in those gardens without doing anything else. When you left, I preserved one of your favorite roses so it'd always remember me of you. It laid in between the pages of my diary and was always with me, no matter where I lived."

Katherine hummed groggily in response.

"There's a rose named after you ... it's a pretty shade of rosy that merges in bright pink...." he continued and finally stopped when he noticed how weak her pulse was. However, he could see by the deep frown on her face that she was trying to delay it.

He knew it was time...

Elijah took a deep breath and closed his eyes as he pressed a kiss to her temple.

"It's okay to let go, Katerina. I'll stay with you. It's okay... go get some rest" he assured her, his fingertips brushing over her scalp.

His voice was far, far away as the string faded away and her mind floated deeper in the endless space that was dipped into a shade of pink. Flowers ... rose scent ...

"We'll meet... again .... 'lijah", she didn't know if those words actually left her mouth, if he was able to hear it but she needed to get it out. They'll meet again eventually, she was sure of that.

Then, she entered the bright light of the horizon and her heart stopped again. This time for forever.

"Good night, Katerina", Elijah uttered when he heard Katherine's heart-stopping, a silent tear running down his cheek as he pressed another kiss on her temple and kept holding her lifeless body, "You'll live on in my heart, always and forever."

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Could you please make a comparison between how Stefan treats Caroline, and how Klaus treats her? Or a comparison between the ships? (If you have time) Thanks!

This has taken me a couple of days to answer, I apologise! I was super busy with work, and I wanted to get my thoughts properly together.

Okay, so for me, the main difference between Steroline and Klaroline, is that Klaus has always put Caroline first. Always. And you can’t tell me he hasn’t. Klaus was never in love with Elena, he never put Elena before her, and he never put his family before her either. 

The best example I’d use for this is in 4x02, when Klaus CHOSE to save Caroline over Rebekah. And you know what the difference is with Stefan? Is that he’d choose Elena 1000 times over. The only reason he isn’t is because Elena is in love with Damon. And he’d choose Damon over her. He already has. He even left town, without Caroline, when she refused to travel with him, AND WENT WITH HIS EX-GIRLFRIEND. Like, come on. If it came between Elena and Caroline, you bet your ass that Stefan would choose Elena. And that’s where Caroline’s insecurities stem from. The fact that she was never a “first choice” for anyone, and Klaus gave her that. Up until the whole Hayley thing, that was so random and out of place, btw, he never once glanced at any other female on the show.

Klaus has ALWAYS understood that Caroline is but a teenager (probably in her 20s now, whatever), that she is very, very young. She’s barely been out of Mystic Falls, and she is still very innocent, despite being a vampire. Especially in regards to Klaus, who has seen the world several times over, and even in regards to Stefan. Klaus always gave her space, and always wanted Caroline to decide what she wanted, for her to make the move, and he never once pressured her into anything she didn’t want. The line “In a year, or even in a century, you’ll show up at my door and let me show you what the world has to offer” comes to my mind, and I honestly think that sums up their relationship pretty brilliantly. 

However, to me it seems that Stefan never really understood that, and after she professed her feelings, it seemed as though he wanted her to be ready for him. There and then. No questions asked.

In my opinion, although Caroline was the one to say she had feelings for Stefan first, he was always the one that came across as pushy. In the season 6 finale and the episodes leading up to it, he wanted her. Then and there. No questions asked. Even though she’d just lost her mother, just had her humanity returned to her, and obviously needed time to herself. He tells her “I forgive you”, as though he as nothing to apologise for, too. Because he’d done just as worse things to Caroline, with his switch off, as she did to him. And then in the finale, when he tells her he’ll wait for her (”When you’re ready for me, I’ll be ready for you”), to me that line is just ridiculous, because Caroline had been waiting for him, pretty much all season (or seasons, since apparently she’s always been in love with him). Maybe it wasn’t intentional, but that came across as pretty pushy to me, the fact that he was being “forced” to wait for her, because she wanted time to herself.

Also, he wanted Caroline to be prepared to leave town with him, when he knew that she’d given birth to those twins. And that she’s obviously going to care for them. Even though, they technically weren’t hers, biologically (even though she carried them), he always said “They’re not hers”. Even to Klaus himself. And to me, that’s incredibly insensitive. She carried them, they’re hers. She’s allowed to want them, to care for them, since that option was taken away from her after becoming a vampire, and even Alaric had told her that they were pretty hers. Because they are. You carry a child for 9 months or whatever, and you’re going to feel SOMETHING for them. It’s not gonna be easy to give that up, and I pride women who can.

Klaus is the first one to correct Stefan when it comes to this, I think, "She carried two lives in her womb. She gave birth to them. And now she plans to turn those cooing little faces over to Alaric without so much as a hiccup of hesitation. You're right. That does sound like the Caroline I remember." To me, that not only shows that Klaus obviously knows Caroline better, despite the years that Stefan has spent with her, but that he also wants what is best for her. Klaus can obviously understand what emotional distress giving up those kids would do to her, as it would any women, and he wouldn’t expect her to do so. But, Stefan would. All because, he, all of sudden, wants to get out of Mystic Falls. When he clearly wanted to stay all those years. And you know who it was for? Elena, not Caroline. Again, because he puts himself and the people he loves first. And I don’t think he wants to include Caroline. At all. But Klaus would.

I could compare this ship forever, but I think that’s the basis of the difference between Klaus and Stefan and the way they treat Caroline. Honestly, I think it all comes down to the fact that Klaus puts Caroline first. And he doesn’t even claim to love her, but Stefan does. Not yet anyway. He likes her, a lot, and it’s clear to see that Klaus cares a whole lot for Caroline. I don’t think Klaus is one to say “love” lightly, and I believe it would take him at least a good decade(s) with Caroline to even contemplate “loving” her.

Another point, is that for her own wedding (which she’s been planning since she was a little girl, we all know) is that Caroline barely has any control over that. She’s wearing Katherine’s necklace, and they are using Steferine’s song. Like, come on? I genuinely believe that it is Stefan’s way of replacing Elena and Katherine in his life. Like, putting himself in Elena’s path and dating her, was his first shot at replacing Katherine. You can’t tell me it isn’t, because why would you feel the need to date someone who looks EXACTLY like the girl you once loved? And now that’s fizzled out, I think Caroline is his shot at replacing them both, although she isn’t a doppelganger and looks nothing like them. He wants an obedient girl, and that’s not who Caroline is. I honestly think the relationship has just destroyed her character and any development she’s had, and all those insecurities have come racing up. 

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Promise Me Forever : Steferine {TVD}

In which Stefan Salvatore finally chooses Katherine Pierce.

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Katherine Pierce looked at her old love, standing there looking as gorgeous as ever. Of course, she’d survived once again, placing herself in Elena Gilbert’s body after taking her last breath. She was a vampire, free to do whatever she could in the life she’d fought so hard for.

Now, she wasn’t sure she’d live to see another day.

Damon Salvatore had found out about her little stunt, and he’d blackmailed her into appearing to the house where all sorts of horrid things seemingly took place. Like right now, as she kissed her only daughter’s now greying body goodbye.

“Your mother loves you, Nadia”

Salty tears fell down Katherine’s face. This wasn’t how it was supposed to be, but it was her reality. Nadia would find peace, that calmed her sadness.

They’d meet again.

But for now, solemnly covering her daughter body with a blanket she put on the persona she’d practiced for the five hundered years of her life. Confidence and survival were her best friends.

But he always seemed to see straight through her, looking at him staring at her from across the room just full of people that despised her. His emotions were indecipherable, however. Only a blank, solemn expression painted on his features.

God, did she absolutely love him. She loved him more than anything. Even if he did hate her, she would always completely fall at her feet at the sight of him.

It didn’t matter now, because she was dead. They wouldn’t spare her, not this time. So she scanned the room with narrowed eyes, wanting to take it all in before her imminent death.

“So, who’s gonna kill the elusive Katherine Pierce once and for all?” She spoke with her infamous bratty tone. Trying not to look at him as she made her point, but his stare burned into her like fire. Sparks.

“Nothing? When i was on my death bed you all had plenty to say.”

Yes, she was the eptiome of evil. Trouble followed her essence wherever she went, not that she blamed anybody for hating her. They had every right, but damn her if she’d let them off easy this time. Toasting to her dying life as she lay in bed, completely helpless, hurt. She wasn’t a monster.

Except for him. She inwardly smiled at the memory.

“Before all the terrible things she did, she was a seventeen year old girl who’s family died, and for 500 years she did what she had to do to survive. She’s a survivor, and that is the girl i’ll drink to today.”

Katherine wasn’t a hypocrite, always practicing what she preached. She wasn’t unreasonable either, so all the best to those people who hated her.

Even that night they’d spent togther. He wanted her, after everything she put him through, he still wanted her that night. Maybe it was the alcohol, or the fact that Elena Gilbert broke up with him for Damon, he still kissed her. That was something she’d never forget, memories still living her her mind as alive as they both were.

She didn’t deserve him. He was too pure for her, knowing that all too well.

Katherine made her way round the group. Caroline, Matt, Tyler, Bonnie. Each person she spilled what she truly thought of them, how she in fact, made their lives better. Who cared? She was dead anyways.

Damon Salvatore was next to last.

She never loved Damon, not in the way he’d hoped when he tirelessly searched for the spell to break her out of the tomb that she was never in. Approaching him now, it was high time he got the truth.

“I’m sorry,” She spoke lowly. “You blame me for who you are, and i’m sorry. I’m sorry that i turned you..and that you didn’t get to die as a forgotten nobody on a battlefield.”

Katherine savoured the look on his face. Narrowed eyes full of hatred.

She went on to say who it was her who taught him how to love, and he gracefully told her that he’d see her in hell. To which she winked, unfazed.

In truth, she just wanted to play her old self before facing him, and she did, turning around to the one man she’d truly loved.

“Stefan,” She spoke his name softly. He was emotionles, it’d seemed, and she knew he was the one to kill her. It broke her beyond anything, but it was nescassary.

The hardest pill she ever had to swallow, was that he’d never truly love her. Not right now.

“I’ve often thought about what it would be like...to be loved by you” She said with sadness dripping in her voice, but a little smile showing upon her lips. “You have to admit. For that one fleeting moment, your feelings were real.”

He remained impassive, with only a glint in his eyes.

“This truly has been a role of a lifetime” She continued. He had to hear this, she decided, refusing to die without letting it be known.

“Stefan, i love you. I’ve always loved you.”

Katherine closed her eyes then, refusing to see his face as she waiting patiently for the knife to dig deep into her flesh by the man she loved most. She was ready to die.

But it never came.

She only felt his breath, softly blowing on her face when she opened her eyes to be met with his forest green’s. The knife he held behind his back, fell onto the carpeted floor. They were the only people in the room in that moment.

“I love you, Katherine” Stefan spoke with a strained voice. “I’ve never stopped loving you.”

Her world stopped spinning, taking in the words she strived to hear to five hundred years.

She felt paralysed almost, when Stefan grabbed her and flashed away in a heartbeat before anybody had any ideas to kill her. They arrived in the forest, looking at him with misty eyes.

“Promise me forever,” Katherine spoke with shaky voice. “Promise me forever and i’m yours. I’m yours forever.”

Stefan Salvatore caressed the skin he’d found so beautiful, looking at his love with nothing but pure adoration and bliss.

“I promise you forever, Katherine.”

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TVD 2x22 Review

Since people have asked me to resume my review, I thought I’d do one :)

1. Damon’s hair is forever stupid and he looks HELLA OLD in this shot.

2. Oh this song was in Grey’s Anatomy when Izzie and Alex get married.

3. I’m supposed to feel bad for Damon right now because he’s preparing to meet the sun and I just don’t.

4. And it’s also super telling of Defan that Damon goes to Elena to say “goodbye” but doesn’t go to Stefan. It could be argued that he knew Stefan would try to stop him but he could’ve at least tried to be cryptic. Defan legit does not exist.

5. “What’s the plan, superman?” Damon, you are not funny.

6. Has there ever been an episode in TVD or TO where Elijah wasn’t in a suit?

7. Alaric is not a convincing drunk. Also when Stefan goes, “Damon is dying” everyone’s realistic response would’ve been

8. I forgot that Elena and Jeremy go to see “Gone With The Wind” in the park to distract themselves when Stefan comes and Caroline goes on about taking a page from Scarlet. Lmao OK TVD.

9. Also Steve and Nina are really bad at acting like they’re putting on a veneer of optimism and they’re just trying to make it through the day. Mediocre acting, man.

10. “Perhaps it is his time to die.” “That’s not balance, that’s punishment.” The punishment CAN BE the balance, Stefan. Your brother is trash.

11. Damon in the cellar dying just reminds me of when he was in the cellar in season 1 and drew Caroline to him to let him out and then chased her around the house and nearly killed her.

12. Nina takes a really deep breath before she speaks and I don’t understand why.

13. “Is it so wrong for me to want you both?” Literally, Katherine never lied to Damon. Katherine had always been upfront about what she wanted so Damon and the show painting her as a villain will always be ridiculous.

14. Katherine slamming Stefan against the wall and that “shh” is always an underrated Steferine scene. Sexual tension when there isn’t supposed to be any.

15. KLEFAN. Omg those stares, JUST HAVE SEX/

16. I love the epic music that swells when Klaus stabs Elijah. I’m pretty sure watching it in real time I was probably freaking out and now I’m just like ... it’s not that serious.

17. Seriously, the most unbelievable part of this episode is that anyone gives a shit that Damon is dying.

18. Lol and Bonnie watching Gone With The Wind with all these white people. Sure. Sure.

19. Klaus is legit flirting with Stefan throughout this entire process THESE STARES THO.

20.Liz shooting Jeremy was a good twist.

21. Also everyone is super calm considering that Jeremy is dead and Jenna has just died. Like Bonnie is springing into action because it’s Bonnie but this is a lot of death in two days, they should be out of their minds.

22. I also like how it’s Elena’s brother but they pair her with Damon and not Jeremy.

23. They’re going for tense when Stefan drinks the blood bag but it’s actually just super erotic especially since Klaus looks like he’s getting off on it. All we needed to do is replace Katherine with Rebekah and it would’ve been a fucking mess.

24. Like Alaric is supposed to be a wreck after Jenna and now her nephew is dead, when he’s like “he’s just a kid tell them to shut up” it shouldn’t be glib, it should be manic.

25. Bonnie says she loves Jeremy in 2x22 and it takes, what, 3 seasons for him to say it too?

26. Lol I love how they’re showing clips of Gone With The Wind but not showing anything about enslavement. Mmkay.

27. Elena legit looks so young compared to Damon, it’s unseemly.

28. Katherine and Klaus getting off on Stefan drinking blood is just A LOT.

29. Nina looks like she’s forcing herself to cry here. Ugh just hurry up and kiss him so this can be over.

30. Ah, the beginning of the end for Beremy.

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In my mind Paul tried shooting his shot with Kat, but she doesn’t date actors lmao, I just know, don’t ask my how, I JUST know lol. Y’all can’t tell me anything, that’s my theory and I’m patiently waiting for one of the actors to write a tell all book to confirm it 🙂

lol, if i were to come up with a scenario, it’d be something less obvious but in the realm of the steferine scene in 5x14

but Kat acted like nothing happened and Paul would just be like 

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Loved this 🖤.

Promise Me Forever : Steferine {TVD}

In which Stefan Salvatore finally chooses Katherine Pierce.

_______

Katherine Pierce looked at her old love, standing there looking as gorgeous as ever. Of course, she’d survived once again, placing herself in Elena Gilbert’s body after taking her last breath. She was a vampire, free to do whatever she could in the life she’d fought so hard for.

Now, she wasn’t sure she’d live to see another day.

Damon Salvatore had found out about her little stunt, and he’d blackmailed her into appearing to the house where all sorts of horrid things seemingly took place. Like right now, as she kissed her only daughter’s now greying body goodbye.

“Your mother loves you, Nadia”

Salty tears fell down Katherine’s face. This wasn’t how it was supposed to be, but it was her reality. Nadia would find peace, that calmed her sadness.

They’d meet again.

But for now, solemnly covering her daughter body with a blanket she put on the persona she’d practiced for the five hundered years of her life. Confidence and survival were her best friends.

But he always seemed to see straight through her, looking at him staring at her from across the room just full of people that despised her. His emotions were indecipherable, however. Only a blank, solemn expression painted on his features.

God, did she absolutely love him. She loved him more than anything. Even if he did hate her, she would always completely fall at her feet at the sight of him.

It didn’t matter now, because she was dead. They wouldn’t spare her, not this time. So she scanned the room with narrowed eyes, wanting to take it all in before her imminent death.

“So, who’s gonna kill the elusive Katherine Pierce once and for all?” She spoke with her infamous bratty tone. Trying not to look at him as she made her point, but his stare burned into her like fire. Sparks.

“Nothing? When i was on my death bed you all had plenty to say.”

Yes, she was the eptiome of evil. Trouble followed her essence wherever she went, not that she blamed anybody for hating her. They had every right, but damn her if she’d let them off easy this time. Toasting to her dying life as she lay in bed, completely helpless, hurt. She wasn’t a monster.

Except for him. She inwardly smiled at the memory.

“Before all the terrible things she did, she was a seventeen year old girl who’s family died, and for 500 years she did what she had to do to survive. She’s a survivor, and that is the girl i’ll drink to today.”

Katherine wasn’t a hypocrite, always practicing what she preached. She wasn’t unreasonable either, so all the best to those people who hated her.

Even that night they’d spent togther. He wanted her, after everything she put him through, he still wanted her that night. Maybe it was the alcohol, or the fact that Elena Gilbert broke up with him for Damon, he still kissed her. That was something she’d never forget, memories still living her her mind as alive as they both were.

She didn’t deserve him. He was too pure for her, knowing that all too well.

Katherine made her way round the group. Caroline, Matt, Tyler, Bonnie. Each person she spilled what she truly thought of them, how she in fact, made their lives better. Who cared? She was dead anyways.

Damon Salvatore was next to last.

She never loved Damon, not in the way he’d hoped when he tirelessly searched for the spell to break her out of the tomb that she was never in. Approaching him now, it was high time he got the truth.

“I’m sorry,” She spoke lowly. “You blame me for who you are, and i’m sorry. I’m sorry that i turned you..and that you didn’t get to die as a forgotten nobody on a battlefield.”

Katherine savoured the look on his face. Narrowed eyes full of hatred.

She went on to say who it was her who taught him how to love, and he gracefully told her that he’d see her in hell. To which she winked, unfazed.

In truth, she just wanted to play her old self before facing him, and she did, turning around to the one man she’d truly loved.

“Stefan,” She spoke his name softly. He was emotionles, it’d seemed, and she knew he was the one to kill her. It broke her beyond anything, but it was nescassary.

The hardest pill she ever had to swallow, was that he’d never truly love her. Not right now.

“I’ve often thought about what it would be like...to be loved by you” She said with sadness dripping in her voice, but a little smile showing upon her lips. “You have to admit. For that one fleeting moment, your feelings were real.”

He remained impassive, with only a glint in his eyes.

“This truly has been a role of a lifetime” She continued. He had to hear this, she decided, refusing to die without letting it be known.

“Stefan, i love you. I’ve always loved you.”

Katherine closed her eyes then, refusing to see his face as she waiting patiently for the knife to dig deep into her flesh by the man she loved most. She was ready to die.

But it never came.

She only felt his breath, softly blowing on her face when she opened her eyes to be met with his forest green’s. The knife he held behind his back, fell onto the carpeted floor. They were the only people in the room in that moment.

“I love you, Katherine” Stefan spoke with a strained voice. “I’ve never stopped loving you.”

Her world stopped spinning, taking in the words she strived to hear to five hundred years.

She felt paralysed almost, when Stefan grabbed her and flashed away in a heartbeat before anybody had any ideas to kill her. They arrived in the forest, looking at him with misty eyes.

“Promise me forever,” Katherine spoke with shaky voice. “Promise me forever and i’m yours. I’m yours forever, Stefan.”

Stefan Salvatore caressed the skin he’d found so beautiful, looking at his love with nothing but pure adoration and bliss.

“I promise you forever, Katherine.”

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